Why am i feeling like this?

Alright so i'm so sorry about all of this but im no psychologist but NEVER be scared to start something with someone new because if you find the right guy they will like you for who you are.. yes cheesy line but seriously ! You had a bad experience there and hopefully that's the last you'll have. Myself I can be very opened up with people but when i'm alone with them i feel like there is an awkward vibe ... how I over come it.. I think to myself to NOT make things awkward and they wont be ! So if you ever feel "pushy" just stop thinking about that and you'll forget about it and your true colors will shine threw !